stories

2009-04-26T10:25:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, Allah takes something away to give you better in next time.

I once went through it before..until now. Or other way of describing it is, i am actually a loner and it seems i enjoyed to be one. My hope is just to see my precious to wear a cheerful smile everytime from far and its worth it even if i didnt get to see them. Although words were not spoken, you know i care.

Moving on, the trip in the middle month will be incomplete though. Wishing of spending the very last time together before they get occupied with 'hectic period' was unfulfilled. I understand though that time was not on the bright side. But its alright, because i believed there will hikmah for everyting.

Just know that i am always here for you. In fact, i will always make a doa for you even if you cant see me or hear me.

I really gotta be strong.

2009-04-18T10:45:00.001+08:00

It all began on a quiet Saturday morning. Not when Ibu shouted to wake me up to follow her morning excercise at the Park. I trudged to the lavatory to wash up and perfomed Fajr prayer. When i jogged along the track, i passed by a playground. It had been a messy place with rubbish. At that moment, i was pondering what i could do to help the environment to stay green. I simply picked up at threw it at the dustbin. I am happy because i got to do my part as the user of the Park. Doing these simple acts can make your day or even change your life. Trust me!

Twelve more days to go. It had been a tedious journey i must say. The thoughts of exam, i felt a surge of jitters going through my stomach. I have been constantly reminded of how little time to revise all subjects. To the extent of stealing time to take a nap. This invitably fuels frustration as i put myself under pressure to meet deadlines. Moreover, on this particular critical time. I am not sure that i am ready for this battle, but i confident to give my best shot. But somehow, a strong overpowering sense of fear ascended upon me. I winced at the memory, the position im in now. I am no longer feel regret in any way now. 'Ala kulli hal, it had been a satisfied feeling to meet this setback.

2009-04-10T16:21:00.001+08:00

Last two days had been a disaster one. Cikgu somehow didnt recieved our paperwork after her two days MC, and guess what? We are to redo it back again. The first time i did was hard enough which i completed it till late night due to lack of ideas. Little did i know, my tablemate, a few boys and myself have to redo it back again. Right after performing Zohor prayer, we have maths extra class followed by doing UL's stuffs. I had a good time by the way! Hehe. I reached home at about 6 and immediately switched on my monitor. I really cracked up my brain to recall what i have written before. I completed it exactly at 0758. Phew, it was close! It was a nice experience anyway.

I got disheartened when i read that. What is that suppose to mean? I know im not being the good friend which when you really need me, im not there. We tend to spent time lesser now, i knew it. Im sorry for everything. Wat i know, i really treasure our frienship believe it or not.
Just look at the previous post on the January. It was far different in its content.

2009-04-05T10:30:00.003+08:00

I got a good news here. My sister is finally got pregnant after 1 year and a month of married life. This good piece of news had been looking forward in my family. The happiest person is Abah, he is so excited of becoming Ah Kong. Hehe. Sis, all the best during your preganancy period. Though i may not gone through it, i know its gonna be a tough one. Ya Allah, give her strength to face all challenges. Protect her from any harm or misfortunes. Ameen.

Lately, my appetite had been a fabulous one. I darely say the probability of scaling s*****y kilogram is feasible. Hehe. What's more, i have been friendly towards my comfy bed after taking a heavy dinner. In school days too, i never missed on taking a nap before or after doing homeworks. That's undeniable huh..
Whereas, im jolly well known that lots of things to be revise. Mom nagged too because im being indolent to follow her exercise in the first thing morning today. On the bottom line, i am hankering for Soeul Garden. Wondering when we shall go there huh? (",)

So lets check it out on the upcoming events:

1 more week to Majlis Zikra Rasul which is on the 11th April.
Wayang Kulit's presentation is on the 15th April. We are halfway done on the decorations. Hopefully that everything will go smoothly as we planned. Insya Allah.
13 more days before the hearing Al-Quran which is on the 18th April.
Star Awards is on the 26th April. I know im being crazy as i can still watch TV during exams period. I had been looking forward for it therefore i must never miss it. Its a die-die-must-watch! Hehe.
Ahaa, our-not-so-looking-forward Mid-Year Examinations is on the 30th April. Which is, 25 days more! *i dont have the courage to elaborate more!* Hehehe.

Have a revelry weekend everyone!

2009-03-28T16:26:00.005+08:00

When i was idlying at my cosy sofa in the living hall..something playing into my mind.
Im in my dilemma situation. I really wanna continue my studies to Mesir after completing my PreU, insya Allah. It is because i love the pure arabic language, seriously! Although i knew im not good it it. My intend of going there is merely seeking for knowledge. But from what i have seen so far, most of my seniors end up becoming Ustazah. It is not that i despised being one but it is not my first choice of my ambition right now. It gives me the perception for whoever continuing there will eventually become a teacher. However, it will not daunt myself to pursue my dream. But for surely, i had love to teach my juniors the knowledge that i have learnt.
So..what should i do people?
It give me sometime to ponder about it.

So what should i update about school? Things gone bad for me, i guess. I flunked badly on my class tests. I darely say that i got the lowest mark for almost all tests! Tablemate, you knew it, shhh! Hehe. Melancholy, at that moment, i thought of giving up everything. I know i should not think that way. Here i go again? Haiz.

On the other hand, i had long to be at serenity/tranquility/calm place. Or taking a sweet stroll at the park, admiring the scenery that lay before me. I really wanna take a break. Little did i know, i just woke up from my daydreaming that our-not-so-looking-forward major exams is catching up real fast. Now, its real crazy! Hehe.

2009-03-21T18:41:00.013+08:00

Our madu love story.

Are you ready people?

So here it goes; Our honeymoon vacation day 1; Aww, sweet kan kite amek gambar kat masjid? Hee.

Our honeymoon vacation day 2; (Ni kat hotel) Unfortunately, its our last day. Kalau ikutkan hati mmg tknk balik. =/ Ni dalam train nak pergi Paris dari London. Rase2 mcm tknk turun gitu..nk feeling2 konon. We really had a good time down here. Tk gitu? *kelip mate kat Nadhz. =p*

See? We are baaack! Whatever it is, kite tetap sayang u Boboy meskipun kecurangan kadangkala berlaku. Hehe.
You are not forgotten; Sisters. I miss you.

2009-03-19T07:35:00.004+08:00

Team by team doing their very best in court.
Waiting patiently for our turn to compete. We were texting each other to keep us motivated. Also i received messages from them at home. Thank you Loves. Clock ticked at about 10:30, its our double time. I already expected that we would be competing with our own good friend, sisters to be precised. I texted her last night, if we would competing together, lets just strive for the best. Melancholy, i did very badly for the first game i must say. Therefore, we didnt make it for the second game.
We lost the battle(that's heartaching!).
We were then given a chance to fight for the second game. At that moment, my mind was emptied. All came to my mind is to giving it up. All i can say is, its my sellfishness at that part. I did that without thinking its consequences.
Then came our sweet loyal fan(SHE'S ALWAYS BEEN THERE WHEN WE NEED SUPPORT since IMG's. I think if not for her, we might lost the battle). You can find her in my tagboard on the 18th March, 20:37. See? She had been supporting us endlessly. From the bottom of my heart, i really wanna thank you. Its your words that waked me up. You make me speechless. She did very well for her match by the way. Makbruk! You really deserved it.

"Yee, second place!"
When she said this, i continued with my sellfishness. I didnt think of her.
I regretted with myself why i chose to giving it up at that critical time instead of giving it my best shot. I dont know why i cant stay positive. I didnt do what i promised you when were texting each other earlier on. I knew i have let you down. Im easily let failure controlled me. I hate myself when i think back.
I found the weakness point of me. Im easily give up. I hate that.
Im so sorry..
The matter is;
I got the position for the sake of name only. But in fact, i already lost the battle. It leaves me very unsatisfying feeling.

2009-03-16T14:59:00.009+08:00

I recalled on my daily journey to school.
Monday/Tuesday/Wednesday/Thursday/Friday/Saturday.
As I sat at bus each day I wonder what it is I will see today? Each day brings something new for my eyes and ears. From stop to stop, from road to road what new things will I see this day? The sunrises from my front window to my back from day to day. The colors are different each and every day from that sunrise.
The scenery is never the same even though I’ve been here dozens of time.
Some people have to get up to go to work and it is the same old thing day after day.
But here in my bus things are not that way.
I look forward to the days drive and the sites I’ll see and just what’s ahead of me. I have been very lucky to be able to travel and see this most beautiful land. I realised how fortunate i am because some people are not afford to do so.
When i reached school, its time to make doa.

WAIT,
did i just mention that i miss school?
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2009-03-15T15:13:00.003+08:00

"Juara bagi Kuiz Bidai 2009 ialah Madrasah Wak Tanjong!!"
We jumped with a triumph excitement. The hardwork that has put it for the past few days, its really worth it. The nervous and jittery waiting for the moment of truth. Our hands trembled in the air-conditioner hall. Although they put a front brave, we knew the fear that grip deep inside. Cikgu burst into sincere tears of joy. She thanked, for bringing up our school name.
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Leaving the library with a wide smile, all the way through home.
Alhamdulilah.
Mabruk.

2009-03-01T11:05:00.010+08:00

WEEKEND'S LOVE:It has been a tough week, i guess.
A big congratulations to Hilwani and members to make it to the final round!
Alhamdulilah. I know you can do it. You make us proud baby.
I wish you success for the next two weeks. Insya Allah khair.
And to Nadhzryna and Nabilah, i wish you all the best for the result. I know you have done your best and im proud of it. Remember, no matter what, you have my doa with you.

Its 1 of March today.
I wondered how time flies very fast? I guess school stuffs that made us hectic without realising how it went.
Let us continue our journey smoothly without obstacle. Insya Allah.

2009-02-21T19:38:00.007+08:00

Its time to hold my pen and let out everything. So be ready;

●Both Junior and Senior Kamogomei High School from Japan visited our school for two straight days, Wednesday and Thursday. It has been an experience for me eventhough for not being a buddy.
●It has been a hectic time for last week. Each one of us busy with our own clubs or board to settled with. I can see all of you with your haggard faces, dark circle or eyebag all because of lack of sleep. Ok im being exagerate here. Hehe. But alhamdulilah, everything goes well, extreme well.
●I have been in dilemma for the past few days to decide to go to Rebutia. I really wanna go, but i have badminton match on the next day. But alhamdulilah Ustazah Orfiyah then planned to have another trip to Selangor again on school holiday, June. I will definitely go.
●As usual, school become more hectic than it is. A lots of assignment that need to be done. Not forgetting class test. I really did not behaved well at class, i can really fall asleep during Mudir's lesson. How bad that can be? Please, dont do this at class. Its really bad. Times at home occupied with homeworks and off to bed. And this is the first year ever i went off to bed and missed my 9PM drama. But surely, school was just enjoyable.
●On top of that, i get to spent time together a wonderful time with Sisters everyday! And i really love our frienship, trust me. Especially when myra sang Sahabat. I really hate to think when you girls are left for ten months. Dayah even intend to buy a diary book. You girls know what is is for.
Akhawats fillah.
Im waiting for Dayah to upload our photo where we were exactly complete of us without realising it which she will never upload it. Hehe. It is really nice, i tell ya. It is during to farewell Japan student, at the stairs.

I think i missed a few points. But is ok, i will forward it to my next post.

Its is just a few days more to farewell on the month of Safar and welcome on the month of Rabi'ul Awal. Time just files really really really fast. I really didnt expected to come to this far.

To my dearly sorely missed nabilah, i was happy we get to spent time together on that day. I seldom see you or talk to you as we were in different class. But is ok, because there will be hikmah behind this. I hereby wish you my deepest wish for your studies. I know you can do it, dont give up no matter what because i will be always be there for you. Love you baby.

To my beloved mate Siti khumairah, i wish you a speedy recovery. And it is the second time i saw you cried. Hehe. Ok serious, im sorry for your fractured leg. But one thing for sure i will make doa for you. I heard you were given MC for two weeks! Wow! Haha. Do come back to school as soon as possible because each one of us will miss you, in class. Especially your three table-mate.

To my beloved Nurhanisa, ah, i hate this. You know what im gonna say. Please do me a favour by taking care of yourself. I will be glad to know you are fine and always in smile in every single days. All the best for everything. Although words are not spoken, you know i care. I will always make doa for you sis. Am missing you and loving you always.

May Allah give us strength to face up any setbacks. Let us continue our journey because i believe there will always be hikmah for everything.

2009-02-02T15:42:00.025+08:00

Nadhz, kalu kau dah intimate dgn dayah, aku pon dah la!
Amek ni!
ITS A PAYBACK haa! Hehe.
I know this picture may be old, but whatever kite dah bermanje dah. Hahaha!
Jangan marah. :p
Fine, terpakse upload gambar ni. This picture is still on my wallpaper. I see them whenever im with my phone. How sad that can be? And yes, yours nmpk lagi manje. DIAM. Haha!
Nadhz, we shall show this to Dayah. Semue curang sesame sendiri. Hahaha!
All-time-madu. <3
In train.
Dah penat2 pn sempat amek gmbr burok. Myra, wani dgn jak dah tk kuase nk layan. Haha!
I forced them to take a pic. And this is what happened. :p
Syah, nisa and myra.
Favourite. <3
Dayah malu2 kambing.
Sorry Dayah, aku terpakse upload gmbr ni. But seriously to me, cute jugak kau. Hehe.
Myr, sorry aku nk jugak upload gmbr ni, as i promised. Once again, i laugh alone when i see this picture. Hehe.
And to Nadhz, I SAW U CLEARLY berpelukan/bermanje/bermesra dgn Dayah. Click on this picture for a clearer view and u know what i meant. Ni yang buat aku hot ni. Nak cari orang lain tk laku pulak. Huahua!

This is my dearly people throughout the week.
Thank you loves.

2009-02-01T18:36:00.006+08:00

Yesterday, a farewell for our dearly Ustazah Rozanah for her trip to Syiria. She will be gone for good for atleast a year. Im sure you will know we will miss your presence in school. All of us will miss you and thats for sure.
Im wishing you all the best for everything. We will always pray for you in our every prayers. And we will remember you in our hearts and our mind.
Uhibuki fillah.

And yesterday too, is what i love most on top the week. Its rarely we spent time together like this. I treasure it, very much. Thank you for the time, as you girls are busy with school works.

Tomorrow, back to school! Weekends just files very fast. I disliked it because i find school very tiring but surely enjoyable. Lots of thing have not done yet and most of time occupied with resting. That's why i am always looking forward to Friday or Saturday as the day are less lesson. I wish to have a long holiday. Can?

Im officially invited to have Maths extra class on every Wednesday for 10 weeks. Im happy as i have extra Maths time for me. And i think its the best for me.
At past i used to think whoever have to come remedial class for those who failed a test, is who are stupid. But now i realised this extra class is just that teacher want to manage our time on revising and improving on weak subjects or want to focus more on that student. So mates, lets do the best for it.

I have no more regrets because i have already got hold that beautiful memories of ours. I will move on for a better one. Somehow i still think about it but no worries, it didnt affect me at all. Whatever it is, im being strong now. Hehe.

2009-01-28T01:25:00.003+08:00

Its the 28th.
More obstacles in life, more test from Allah. I gotta be strong for the people that care for me. In the midst of midnight, i sat alone at the window, staring on the moon. I will never forget how it looked like. Allahuakbar it was just looked soo beautiful.
Wondering what i have been doing for the past 15 odd years since the day i was born. I have way down to my destination.
I have too, learnt the true meaning of love, trust, care, resposibility, honesty etc. I thanked Allah to made me live this far. Which i have more chances to fulfill my responsibilities as a muslimah girl. Insya Allah.

To sisters,
Im touched, really. How i cannot say i love you girls very much? I cried on that very night. It was sooo sweet.
I love you.
Even it is just carry a three little words, but i really mean it. A deep feeling from heart, that cannot describe by words. Its just more than love. A love from you girls is enough to give me spirits for a better tomorrow.

Can i just do a wall-faced to make a request for my wish?
Just a doa from you is the best present ever.
And...can i hug you?
(Im a lil emotional lately, so bear with me).
Hehe.

The highlight for today: Love just cant potray with words or pictures of how much i love you girls.

Thank you so much, for the well wishes. I will remember you in my every single prayer. And remember that Allah always with you, just like the way i do.

2009-01-20T15:58:00.003+08:00

Today, the 20th of January, a year older for my one and only Abah.
Happy 52th, Abah.
May you live to old until your teeth drop and white hair.
Only Allah knows how much i love you. May Allah protects you from any harms.
And i dont know how to thank u for bringing me up.
Thanks for being there when i needed most. A wish good luck from you is enough to me to live up my spirit.
I will always doa for you in my every prayers.

2009-01-14T18:49:00.005+08:00

Nurhanisa Bte Yusoff (130193),
She was there for me when i was in my darkest period. Till now, she's been supporting me endlessly. Although i have known her for just two years, my memories with her were just unforgetable. I am thankful enough to have a great friend like you. Trust me!
Happy 16th, sis.
I am sincerely hoping that you will be success in whatever you do. All the best for everything. My pray is always with you, even you cant see me or hear me.
You yourself know how much i love you, sis.

Off to do some school works. Im getting slower in Maths, i must say. Hehe.
Bye lovelies.

2008-12-30T12:58:00.004+08:00

As i was lying on my day bed, the big round clock that were hanged on the opposite wall...
I just didn't believed that actually i were just staring on the clock for one hour!
Hour, minutes and seconds passed away from school reopen. The long hand slowly tick and tock moved to one number and another. It made me realised how time precious is. It made me appreciate time since then, because i will never know it could be my last day, hour, minutes and seconds to breathe. Alhamdulilah, Allah has made me to live this long with nikmat and complete sifat.

With the new islam year 1430 Hijrah and the month of Muharram and with the new year in 2009, we will plant a new spirit in seeking ilmu, may Allah give us his blessing for whatever we want to achieve for, may we will not give up if we ever face some setback, may we remind oursleves there is hikmah in everything that happened, may we given happiness each of every days with families and friends, may we were while away from doing maksiat, may we fulfill our resposibilities as muslim and muslimah and may we success in hereafter.
Amin ya robbal alamin.
I am sure to make doa for you in my every prayers. Insya Allah.

2008-12-28T13:37:00.005+08:00

When i bought my Maths Texbook at Big Book Shop nearby my place, i saw a bunch book of Chemistry and Physics.
I dont know why but i feel sad suddenly. I hate myself, to be precised.

I have a goal and i hope i am gonna make it:
I AM GOING TO STRIVE HARD NO MATTER WHAT.
I AM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING BECAUSE I HAVE MY FRIENDS'S LOVE. I WILL NOT GIVE UP EVEN THE BIGGEST FAILURE. BECAUSE I BELIEVE I WILL LEARN FROM MISTAKES.
This is my promise to you.

2008-12-19T12:08:00.005+08:00

Sisters; Uhibbukum fillah.
Alhamdulilah, Camp Furqan 08 had been a successful one. Although the motive is to bring next year secondary 1 students to get familiar with school stuffs did not reached, but we had gained the ukhuwah among us and that's the matter. And i guess its the power of our ukhuwah that made this camp a successful one. We were there for each other for 3days 2night through thick and thin, joy and sorrow and without enough sleep and food. Its everyone hardwork for making this camp enjoyable.

To my dearest Nadhzryna Mohd Isham <3;
Here i am wishing you the happiest 15th birthday darling!
May Allah bless you.
All the best for everything k.
Lotsa love. Mmuah.

2008-12-18T18:54:00.006+08:00

I really wonder what's my life gonna be in the future. I had already wasted too much time which cause me lost a lots of things. I felt that i am left too far behind. I still remember vividly how im alone feeding myself in this world. I just taking everything for granted, not realising its not that easy to achive somthing without hard work. I myself sitting alone in my room, had been wondering why i had myslef in this plight. I have my anwser now. I have none other else to blame excpet for myself. But i know there's wisdom behind all this. And i know that i am not alone because Allah is always with me. I am surrounded by my loved ones too, endlessly had been supporting and encouraging me. It gave me hope for a great beginning.
So here it go, a passage to keep ourselves inspired.
"It is not intelligence alone that brings success, but also the drive to succeed, the commitment to work hard and the courage to believe in yourself".
May it give you hope when you have none, may it inspire you when you most need it. I wish you love, joy, courage and strength to preserve.
I just realized that my life is changing forever.

I end my post with this survey.
For my nabilah, nush and khu.
Thanks a lot for tagging me eh! :)

1. Do you have secret?
-Yes i do.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
-Yes i once. hee
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
-Forever? bcoz there is saying "true love are worth waiting for".
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
-I will do lots of shopping then save some and not forgetting to donate some to charity.
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
-Yes i think? =)
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
-Being loved by someone? hee.
7. List out 10 favourite things/people that u like/love.
-Family, girlfriends, babies, BBQ, events, badminton, music, foods, photography and Zoo.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
-I will just hope for the best for him.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
-Outing with sisters.
10. What makes you sad?
-A lot of things.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
-Im hoping to see myself happy and to be success.
12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
-Family and sisters.
13. What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?
-Being honest?
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and rich?
-Single and rich? haha.
15. What is your favourite colour?
-Brown, white and grey.
16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?
-I follow my heart?
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
-Yes inysa Allah.
18. What do you want to tell the someone you love?
-I love you, be it now or forever.
19. If there is a choice between lover and friends,which will you choose?
-Friends? hee.
20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
-YES SURELY. =)
21. What have you been doing recently?
-Lazing at home.
22. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
-Yes.
23. What happened at 10am today?
-I am still sleeping.
24. When did you last cry?
-Nong nong ago. haha
25. Believe in fate/destiny?
-Yes.
26. What do you want in your life now?
-Happiness, success and money.
27. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
-I seldom carry an umbrella with me.
28. What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
-Roll over and over? haha
29. What bottoms are you wearing now?
-White pants.
30. What's the nicest things in your inbox?
-Friendship messsage.
31. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
-Nope? haha
32. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
-Nope.
33. What was the last movie you caught?
-HSM 3.
34. What are you proud of?
-I am proud to born as muslimah. hee
35. What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
-"Call me".
36. What was the last song you sang out loud?
-The time of my life by David Cook. *tk habis2*
37. Do you have any nicknames?
-Yee, tiks, tika, atiqah, bulat, kambing and gemok. haha
38. What does the newest text say?
-"Tkde duit. Nanti abg msg lg". haha
39. What time did you go to bed last night?
-11pm.
40. Are you currently happy?
-:)
41. Who gives you the best advise?
-Her.
42. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
-I never try that. haha
43. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
-Nobody.
44. Is something bugging you now?
-*nodding head*
45. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
-Dayah.

2008-12-12T16:32:00.003+08:00

10th Dec 08
A survey trip to HortPark.
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Keep scrolling down for the next following day, 11th Dec 08, the day which were fully filled with love.
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Jeng jeng jeng...
Finally, a lovely picnic at Pasir Ris Park.
It would be more fun with Nul around, right?

No words can potrait how much i enjoyed myself with loved ones. The day which added up the remaining memories before the new year. As i mentioned before, these days are my precious moments with sisters. Alhamdulilah, our plan went smoothly. We were laughing heartily on every moments. It was so sweet from the throughout the event that i was smiling widely alone on my way back home.

I hope the ukhuwah we build will not end here.
I was just surrounded with love by sisters.

2008-12-05T20:01:00.006+08:00

Okay, enough about my david cook's song and my lil nephew at the current page. Let's make a new page. Hehe.
I dared not imagine how myself would be when school reopen. I'm happy now, in the school holidays, which extremely i have more than enough of sleeping and eating although i missing badly my friends in school. You guys should see my cupboard were fully filled with my sec two books which is in the pretty mess. Talking about school, i guess i will do the last-minute preparation of my school stuffs. As usual. Hehe. If you guys see me so sleepy, ignore me. Simply because i have 'well-organized' myself to woke up from sleep as late as 12pm. I know this is horrible. And the other hand, if you see me a bit plumpier than before, simply because i ate endlessly during school holidays.

If you guys are wondering what i did the past few days is firstly my dad and 2nd sis are down with high fever. I had been sending them to polyclinic and giving them medication on time.nak feeling2 jadi nurse la tu. hahaha!
Secondly i had done a lot of shopping with my mom.

And yes, i really looking forward for the furqan camp which were exactly 17 days from now with my loved ones. It may just an ordinary camping to you, but it is really precious to me. What i know, this camp gonna be fun for sure. Insya Allah.

2008-11-28T15:21:00.016+08:00

SEE?
NOW, I AM A BIG FAN OF DAVID COOK.
I had been viewing for his photos and videos.
I like him since day 1 which i had been watching through daily-repeat on Channel 5.
HAHA.

And here's a pic of my little imp;
My niece, Aiman Shah Bin Acmat.
Happy 3 weeks old sayang! I had no chance to meet you since you were born. Her mom said he's getting playful. I really hope to meet you as soon as possible eh! hehe.
I hope my big sister getting pregnant as soon as possible. My father had been asking her, "tak mengandung"? HAHA.
By getting a lil nephew, my house would be livelier. And I do love baby! HAHA.

I had been rotting at home these past few days. I had been sleeping, eating and watching TV alot. Yes, this is what i had been doing for the past few days. Gotta show you pic that i had gained weight one day. Double round face! haha!
And get-together with nisa and dayah yesterday was sure a splendid one.
I really looking forward for outing with sisters.

Good night world. =)

2008-11-25T09:24:00.004+08:00

The moment i woke up from sleeping, this is what i do. hehe

1.Who was the last person you were texting to?
- Syahidah hanafi. eh! name panjang skali tulis. hehe
2.Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off?
- David cook. hee
3.Is your handwriting large, tiny, or pretty normal?
- Large. tak besar tkble. hehe
4.Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Nope. im more likely an afternoon person. hee
5.What would you do if a guy comes up 2 u with a rose?
- Touched? hehe.
6.Are you there for your friends?
- Always.
7.Are you a forgiving person?
- Yes!
8.What is your favourite drink?
- Sprite.
10. Who is with you now?
- Ibu.
11. Anything bothering you now?
- Erm nope?
12.What are you listening to right now?
- Always be my baby by david cook.
13.The highlight of your week?
- Okay tkde lainnye selain lepak pat rumah. haha
14.Who was the last person who teased u?
- No one? hee
15.Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
- Dayah.
16.Do you like your mom?
- Yes i do. in fact, i love my mom. haha
17.Who was the last person to offer u a chocolate?
- Ibu.
18.Has anyone ever said you look like a celebrity?
- HAHA. nope.
19.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
- Erm nul bgtau hady mirza? haha
20.Have you ever had a drunken night?
- No.
21.What are your plans for d evening?
- Rotting at home.
22.If you could move somewhere else, would you?
- Very much. hee
24.What's your favorite subject?
- Science? okay bedek. hah!
25.Last thing that made you laugh out loud?
- Outing with sisters. ahh missing it. =(
26.What do you think about love?
- Love cannot buy with money.
27.Do you want to know if anyone likes you?
- HAHA. ntah eh.
28.What did you dream about last night?
- I was caught in the middle of zoo.
29.Do you want to be married right now?
- Yes i do! haa
30.What were you doing at 2am this morning?
- Hibernating.
31.What do you usually do first in the morning?
- Eating? takde keje lain. :p
32.Do you drink coffee on a regular basis?
- Regular nope. but i do love coffee.
33.What is making you smile now?
- When i recalled unforget-able with sisters.
34.Are you looking forward to tomorrow?
- lunch at Mr.Teh
35.How many different beverages have you had today?
- erm two maybe?
36.Any plans for today?
- Nak singgah pasar malam jap. hee
37.What is in front of you?
- PC?
38.What is your favorite chocolate?
- Crunchie? lame tak makan. haa
39.Do you want children?
- More than want! hehe.
40.What is on your mind now?
- What am i going to do after this. -_-
41.Anything black on your right?
- Jam abang aku.
42.Are you expecting a phone call?
- haha yes baby.
43.If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
- okey that's COOOL!
44.What day is it today?
- Tuesday.
45.Are you excited about this weekend?
- Weekend eh? erm tak agaknye. hee
46.What do you want right now ?
- Outing with sisters.
47.When you're in a bad mood, what will always put you in a better mood?
- Eating.
48.What's your relationship with the person you last texted?
- My sisters.
49.Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
- Nope.
50.When did u last go to the mall?
- Yesterday. hee

2008-11-20T07:06:00.005+08:00

First of all im sorry for the late post. So here i am continue-ing the game quiz, tagged by syah, aim, nabilah and khu. So here it goes;
hehe.

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

1. I'm a lazy sleeping log. I would feel sleepy wherever i go. Oh, you all know that. hahaha!
2. I don't take milk. agaknye tu psal aku slalu sakit pinggang eh. hahaha!
3. I have frog voice. They said my singing is more like I'm talking. kong asam! sedih bunyi eh. hahaha!
4. I like to discover new foods. That's was my favourite hobby. tak tido, makan. itu jek keje aku. :D
5. Cats is my craziest interest ever. Especially kittens. suke suke suke! =p
6. I can go crazy when it comes to shopping.
7. I have extremely ugly laughter. tapi nasib aku ade member. kan aisy kn? :D
8. I love to watch again and again all P.Ramlee's CD. My rack of CD have full of it. Then once mom says, "brape ribu kali ko nk tgok? aku dah sampai naik bosan!" haha.
9. I live in this principle: 'Miracles will happen, if I don't give up'.
10. I love visiting natural places.
Can i add another one? Which i love family, sisters and friends.
You guys know that too. (:

Oh ya, yesterday i had extremely fun with sisters: nisa, aisy, syah, myra, wani, jak and nab. It's a pity that not everyone could make it. Next time, its a must eh.
Insya Allah.

2008-11-17T08:01:00.004+08:00

I had a great time on last Saturday. I woke up early in that morning to hand-in stream form to school. Together with khu and met up the rest at school. We were all gathered outside the conference room which were then all of us busy asking each other of which stream we got into. After Sir Sarif do dome talking, i realised that i should give my best shot instead of being remorseful. Yes, it is normal to feel sad when we couldnt get what we want to. But since this is the best for me, i shall take it. Really hope for the best for next year. We were then grab a bite at KFC and blossoms. 2108, much love. =)
So i quickly rushed back home to get changed. I met up Nisa and Wani at Bedok MRT station and headed to Sembawang Court. As i walked in the court, i saw Aisy and Jak do some shooting. Yes, i enjoyed alot although there was just 5 of us. I made new friends some more. And i know i played bad after quite a several months of not practicing. We were laughing heartily all the way to Jak's cribs. Her mom and dad prepared some snacks which i cannot turn down after maghrib prayer. Okay, lots of laugh-able memories in that day. I really looking forward for next netball practice AND ALSO OUTING WITH THE REST SISTERS.
So tell me, why wouldnt i say that i enjoyed very much for the last Saturday? =)

2008-11-14T20:21:00.004+08:00

My biggest regret is not getting into express stream. I really want to go back time and correct what i had been done. And im sure there's hikmah behind this. This is the best for me, im sure. They put me in this stream, because they trust me so. So why should i dissapoint them? You have my word, i will do my very best.
To sisters, congratulations. im so happy for you guys. Your result was so good. I really hope you guys keep the good job all the way through O level. Next year, your critical year. My prayer is always with you dear.
Thanks a lot for all the encouragement and support. Without you guys, i would not be where i am today. Love you guys, alot.
To my sec two friends, congratulations. Be in ukhrawi, special or express, we got to together as one. Hope for the best.
Im hoping our friendship that we build throughout the year, will NEVER end.

2008-10-29T11:42:00.003+08:00

TODAY, LEFT 5 MORE DAYS AND 8 PAPERS.
lets continue fighting.
(:

Your presence is a present to the world.
You are unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.

Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You will make it through whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.

Do not put limits on yourself.
So many dreams are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal and you prize.

Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.
Do not take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.

Remember that a little love goes a long way.
Remember that a lot … goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life’s treasure are people together.

Realize that it is never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have hearth and hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a start.

AND DO NOT EVER FORGET ….
FOR EVEN A DAY
HOW VERY SPECIAL YOU ARE !

2008-09-30T08:36:00.003+08:00

Able today to celebrate this Hari Raya in peace and tranquility.
Although we have completed our religious duties by fasting for linger on.
Muslims marks our success in testing our patience, endurance, as well as our ability to overcome all temptations.
But if we fast solely for the observance of religious injunctions in Islam, without learning the value of discipline, the curbing of our temptations then we will not get the full benefits of fasting.
What we experience would be merely the tiredness and weakness brought about by thirst and hunger.
On the other hand, those who learn the lessons of sacrifice and achieve self discipline by fasting will become more humane, grateful and ready to face challenges.
These people are likely to be more successful and will make Muslims more highly respected and esteemed.

2008-09-05T08:07:00.003+08:00

My love;
SITI ZAKIAH & AMIRA SYAFIQAH.
6 September 1993.

Here i am wishing you the happiest 15th bdae!
May Allah bless you always
And may you success in your studies.
All the best for everything k.
Heart you guys alot.=)

2008-08-29T17:18:00.005+08:00

Today, TEACHER'S DAY CELEBRATION was just absolute a wonderful one.
Some performance live from each class, declaring their love, admiring the sacrificing, thanking, doa and the best wishes. It was just soooo sweet from the whole thing. Alhamdulilah, everything just went smoothly, everything well planned.
followed by, a party waiting at the canteen. A lot of food brought by the beloved students. I just like the whole throughout the event.
We ate together, and clean up everything.
the ukhuwah and all that.

Ramadhan are coming.
Its a great feeling that i get a another opportunity.
Really hope for the best.
Im looking forward for the iftar between us.

2008-08-06T19:16:00.009+08:00

myonly HILWANI ABD HALIM.
myonly NADHZRYNA MD ISHAM.
myonly AMIRA SYAFIQAH HAMARI.
myonly NURHANISA YUSOF.
myonly SITI ZAKIAH ZAKARIA.
myonly NUR HIDAYAH ROSLEE.
myony NURUL SYAHIDAH HANAFI.
myonly SITI NABILAH.
myonly 'AISYAH OSMAN.
myonly NURUL HIDAYAH ZAKARIA.

Im missing you every day, hour, minute, second.
Undescribeable.

2008-08-01T19:03:00.007+08:00

Its time that i really have to let it go... Bidding farewells for the unhappy memories.
and start afresh. Like a new born baby, treasuring every precious moments with beloved ones.
I just want you to know that;
May i give you hope when you have none, may it inspire you when you most need, and
may it reming you to take things lightly and never be so serious that you forget to laugh. and i will always be there for you.

I live by this quote: "Reach for the sky because if you should happen to miss,
you'll still be among the stars."

2008-07-27T10:25:00.005+08:00

Dear 'AISYAH OSMAN,
dear HIDAYAH ROSLEE,
dear AMIRA SYAFIQAH,
dear NURUL SYAHIDAH,
dear NURHANISA,
dear SITI ZAKIAH,
dear NURUL HIDAYAH ZAKARIA,
dear NADHZRYNA,
dear SITI NABILAH,
dear HILWANI,
I am really grateful that people around me, never failed to make me smile. They willingly lend their shoulder for me to cry on. They patiently stand beside me and bear with all my complaints. Regardless of time and place, they always been there for me. Through thick and thin. Through sorrow and happiness.
We've been fighthing over small issues,shouting at each other from one end to another end, exaggerating stories, but yet in the end we still walk side by side holding hands and spend our time talking and gossiping like nobody business. I do not know what Allah has plan for my future. If tomorrow I did not get the chance to breath again, I just want you guys, my dear friends to know that I do really deeply sincerely love you guys. You guys are the most wonderful gift from Allah. I do not have any expensive gifts to give, only a simple Dua' sincerely from me, hoping that Allah will always protect my dear friends and bless their life with lots and lots of happiness. Thanks Allah for giving me a bunch of wonderful friends.
And eventhough i am different class from you all, i still love all of you.
I will promise, i will study hard and get a good grades for FY. Insya Allah.
Thanks for all your support.

2008-07-19T13:56:00.004+08:00

Today, 19th july, about 9.45am, at the library, all the EXCOs and AJKs of ITMAWAT gathered.
We sat in a big circle, turn by turn, to give a speach. Im new this year, UNIT logistic.
To my seniors, i salute you all for making this ITMAWAT live for all this while. Without you guys, we will not stand where we are.
I love you all. During all this months, i can feel the ukhuwah among us. I learnt a lot of things.
Thanks for giving this apportunity. I will do my very best to light up this ITMAWAT. Insya Allah.
From the bottom of my heart,
Thanks for everything. The memories, experperiences, through ups and downs and last but not least, the ukhuwah. And i really hope our journey and ukhuwah never stop here. Insya Allah.
A million thanks and i love you all alots. Together we stand in side by side, hand in hand, with love and care, to continue the senior's commitment and sacrifice. Insya Allah.

2008-06-12T11:11:00.014+08:00

Pictures during the past few weeks.
Kak huda's wedding and camp ibadah challenge.
So here it goes.

Tiada noktah kasih.<3A big CONGRATULATIONS for Kak Huda and Abg Zali.
I wish you happiness forever. Insya Allah.

2008-03-15T10:18:00.021+08:00

I will show you the pic during sis wedding day. I wish you happy everlasting marriage.
be the happies couple ever after. Insya Allah. Hope its not too late! Hehe.

Akad nikah.

Nyanyikn lagu untuk isteri yg tersyg.hehe

With beloved family.

Nice pose. Hehe.

The wedding car.heh

With beloved family 2.

with cuzz.

Siblings. <3

The wedding cake.

SHAHRUDIN- the male bride.

SYAHIDAH- the female bride.

With Ibu & Abah.

Not forgetting, my beloved sisters. Thanks for everything. (missing dayah and nul).

2008-02-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

A free ticket to zoo!

Nadhzryna, Amira & Hilwani.
Thanks for making my day.
This will be my memorable day.

2007-12-22T20:23:00.001+08:00

FURQAN IBADAH CAMP, DEC 2007.
I really enjoyed the furqan camp.
From what i know, i love you guys more and more.
Actually banyak adegan2 yg lucu.itu yang aku suke sangat sangat.
Alhamdulilah, the camp went smoothly.
The most important is, we enjoyed the camp and ade ilmu yang kite pelajari.
and UKHUWAH die mesti ade.ini penting sangat sangat.
It is such a great opportunity for me to be with you all.
Alhamdulialah once again, for making this camp went smoothly.
This will be my memorable memories.

hey3, i love this pic soo much.HAHA

kenangan yg terindah.

Selamat berjuang,SAHABATKU..

sume muke lapar2.haha

lawa la pulak candid nie.haha

1,2 & 3... DUOOO! =DD

aku suke gmbr ni. mcm style gtu.haha

aww, i miss this.

Goodnight, girls.
Goodnight, DUOOO.
Goodnight, jumping in d air.
Goodnight, dinner.
Goodnight, story telling at nights.
Goodnight, laughters.
Goodnight, sing-a-long session.
Goodnight, kain batik 4 org.
Goodnight, KORG.
Im missing it already.